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Ed lit a candle
Friday, September 9, 2022
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It's been a while Claudia 31 long months, you're so truly missed so loved, I've been spending a lot of time with your daughter and granddaughter that's when you were missed the most you waited your whole life for that granddaughter and when we're together I just know it would make you so happy oh so how I wish you were with us, I hope you're looking down upon us and smiling Claudia and remember I love you I miss you and I truly would do anything to have you back love you sweetheart
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Ef lit a candle
Thursday, December 9, 2021
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22 long and lonely months,the worst 22 months of my life! Your are so missed it being the holiday season makes it hurt even more than ever,if that's even possible, holidays just aren't the same without you,they just put me down worse then Ive been already without you everyone is happy and festive,I just find it hard to be around people having a good time,i just can't do it it hurts so much being with out you,
People tell me its been long enough that I need to find someone,i just cant i have mo desire no want no need,what i want what i need what i desire is you back,which I'm starting to realize isn't possible,but what o would do if giving the opportunity, Claudia please give me a sign that you are with me this holiday season, anything just be with me and please let me know someway,I love you Ill always love you and I'll always be your husband until I see you again
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Ed lit a candle
Tuesday, November 9, 2021
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Well here we are dear November 9th 22 months now I've been without you, and he's next few months the holiday season is going to be the worst time just like last year when I fell into a dark hole being so alone without you over these holidays, this is when I miss you the most it starts out around Thanksgiving right on through Christmas your birthday our anniversary Valentine's Day and of course that worst day of my life the day you want to be with the Lord, I just wish you could be with me somehow through this time let me know that you're here with me in spirit and soul because it just isn't the same Claudia not having you here with me. I said it before I'll say it again the day you died Claudia I died with you it just seems like there's no purpose anymore, all's I do is keep replaying all our memories in my head wishing it never happened, that's all I have left Claudia is our memories that we had so remember Claudia I love you I miss you I will always be your husband and please be with me let me know you're with me through these next couple months I love you dear your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Wednesday, November 3, 2021
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Claudia I miss you so much it is so hard to live without you I am falling deeper deeper and deeper into depression I wish this never happened I wish you were still here life just isn't worth living anymore without you I love you so much Claudia God I do anything to have you back I know we used to talk about it all the time with the other one would do if the other one of us passed I told you I wouldn't be able to live without you and I can't I don't know what to do anymore Claudia I am so lost I love you Claudia
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Ed lit a candle
Saturday, October 9, 2021
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Here it is Claudia 20 months so hard to believe 20 months without you, after spending over half my life with you now you're gone and I've been alone and hurting for 20 months, if there's only something I could do which is not, somehow someway I wish I could see you again have you again, I am so sorry I wish there was something I could have done I am so sorry, just know Claudia I still love you I will always love you, you will always be my wife untilI am with you again, life just totally sucks without you, when you died that day Claudia I died with you there's nothing worth being here anymore for ,you were the purpose for everything I did and now that's all gone I just struggle to get by day after day this is no way to live Claudia I miss you so much, just always remember I Will always Love You I miss you so much love your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Thursday, September 9, 2021
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Month 19, I really don't know what to say anymore Claudia, other than life just totally sucks since You've been gone, I love you and I miss you so much words can't even explain it anymore, I am so down and depressed since losing you, I love you more than I even realized, life will never be the same I will never be the same, just know Claudia here or not you will always be my wife I Will always Love You and I will see you again love your husband forever Ed
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Ed lit a candle
Monday, August 9, 2021
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Ef posted a condolence
Monday, August 9, 2021
18 months, so hard to believe 18 of the longest loneliest and hardest months of my life, it truly has been so hard to go on with out you Claudia, never in all those years that I thought I would ever be spending any time without you now here I am getting older and lonelier, I really just wish I knew why, this should never have happened Claudia it's like my life ended when yours did, I just pray that you're pain-free you're happy you're smiling and you're in a better place now, because I sure am not life has really sucked without you, I just wish there was some way you could connect with me so I know that everything's okay because I live in such a world of guilt Claudia I feel I should have done more to save you but just know I love you I'll always Love You and I'll always be your husband until I see you again Claudia I love you so much and miss you so much till next month sweetheart your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Friday, July 9, 2021
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Here it is Claudia 17 months, so hard to believe, the months keep continuing on and I just get lonelier and lonelier with each month, I come to you here on this page every month I feel this is the only connection I have left with you, my only communication my only way to let you know that I still love you and I miss you terribly, and I truly do Claudia I miss you so much nobody understands they say time will heal the pain well I don't know how much time they're talking about because it's not healing mine, the hurt that I feel not having you get stronger and stronger it's not diminishing, as I say every month I wish there was a way I could see you feel you touch you hear you one more time I'd give anything to be able to do that,, I love you sweetheart so hard to understand why all this happened, I just pray now you're happy you're pain-free you're up there in the Lord's Kingdom smiling and I will see you again sweetheart once I make it there I love you and miss you terribly your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Wednesday, June 16, 2021
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Claudia I am so sorry, please let me know that you forgive me
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Ed lit a candle
Wednesday, June 9, 2021
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Well here I am Claudia June 9th 16 months that I've been without you, I don't know how I've made it this long I have no idea how I'm going to continue to go on, I'm laying here in bed and I just look around and think you sitting there standing here laying here next to me things that I miss so much I am so lonely without you Claudia life really sucks it's like there's nothing for me to go on for anymore I keep getting that feeling deeper and deeper every month I'm working back up in Bay Head area and those 10 years we spent up in that area when I worked I love working there but I can't stand being there every time I pass a business Street a store a diner a restaurant all I think about us being in the places are passed in that area and it just puts me in a very black hole why did this have to happen Claudia why I've been asking myself that for the last 16 months I know we had our issues through 30 years but I seriously thought we'd be together into our 70s not here I am 60 without the woman I spent over half my life with I love you Claudia and I miss you so much Claudia if only somehow someway I could see you again well I'll be back again next month just remember Claudia you are the only woman that was ever for me and that hasn't changed one bit you were still the only woman for me I love you babe
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Ed lit a candle
Sunday, May 9, 2021
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Here we are dear now at 15 months,just so hard to believe you have been gone that long, you would be happy to know that your family (daughter's & grandkids) are closer then ever, Beth and Cassie and I especially have become close,they brought me out of that dark place I fell into when I lost you. You always told me if you went before me to promise you I would not turn my back on your kids and forget about them,I promised you I wouldn't,and I think you would be happy with the relationship we have.somtimes it's hard when we're all together,that's when your are missed the most I just know you would be so happy at those times.remember Claudia you are so missed and still so loved,and you always will be...love forever your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Friday, April 9, 2021
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April 9th 14 months till the day you Departed. Just know that I love you and miss you just as much as I did that day,
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Ed lit a candle
Sunday, March 14, 2021
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Love and miss you
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Ed lit a candle
Tuesday, February 16, 2021
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It just passed our anniversary in the one year since you've been gone sorry I didn't write on those days but I was laying in that hospital or you spent your last days at, it was so hard being in there seeing so many of the doctors nurses therapist that all new you even some of the doctors and nurses ask me if I was your husband cuz they remember you, its been so hard since and Claudia it hasn't gotten any easier in fact of falling in some deep depression that I don't know what to do about I miss you that bad if there was any way you can reach out to me please please do it I just want to see you feel you touch you anyting smell you, but just remember Claudia time is not going to change anything I'm always going to love you and miss you till I see you again love your
your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Saturday, January 16, 2021
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Ed lit a candle
Friday, January 15, 2021
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Ed lit a candle
Saturday, January 9, 2021
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Here we are claudia,January 9th I can't believe we're coming up onto a year that you've been gone it seems like it was yesterday you were sitting here with me but yet it seems like an eternity since the last time I've been able to hold you and hug you you have no idea how much I sit here at night just wanting to be able to roll over and hold you and feel you,here voice anyting it really sucks not being able to do that all those years I took it for granted and now that I yearn for it,it's not here., Claudia I miss you so much they tell me it'll get easier over time it's been almost a year Claudia and it hasn't gotten easier
here it's gotten worse if anything, it's like each day gets harder than the day before each week gets
harder than the week before each month gets harder than the month before,, why did this have to happen another 10-15 years and it would have been a full life with you, never did I think you'd be gone so early I was supposed to go before you dammit Claudia, I would do anything to be able to see you again hold you again feel you again talk to you again anything Claudia I would truly give up the rest of my life be able to spend 20 more minutes with you I love you so much more than I ever have it's just growing stronger I hope I see you soon love your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Tuesday, December 15, 2020
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Ed lit a candle
Tuesday, December 15, 2020
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Ed lit a candle
Thursday, December 10, 2020
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Ed posted a condolence
Wednesday, December 9, 2020
Claudia, here we are going into the 10th month without you, and I must admit this is the hardest time of all, this holiday season has begun everyone is happy and full of holiday spirits, but I just can't see it I just can't believe that you are not here with me the last 30 holidays Claudia we've been together you are what made the holidays special, I never got to wrapped up in it but you always made it special where I actually enjoyed it myself,but now I have to go through a holiday without you , it's unbearable don't think I'll be able to do it, in fact I know I won't I'll sit home here and just think about you and the good times we had and pray for these holidays to be over, I am missing you so much and having such a harder time this month than the previous nine, why did this have to happen to us another 10 years 15 years I thought we were going to have together not like this Claudia I am so sad and I miss you so much, like life ain't worth a damn anymore to me Claudia I have no goals no ambitions to do anything anymore, all I want is you to be back in my life so remember sweetheart I love you I'm always going to love you and I will see you again I love you Claudia and I wish you could show me something through these holidays show me a sign let me know that you're here let me see you anything hear your voice just once let me know you're okay I love you so much I live with such guilt if I could just hear your voice or see you knowing you're okay please I love you Claudia , please know that I'll never forget you and I'll never find another it will be like this the rest of my life until I'm with you again Claudia
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Ed lit a candle
Monday, November 9, 2020
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Well another month dear, I can't believe it's been nine months, line of the loneliest and hardest months of my life, just want you to know that I missed you dearly, it's been so it's been so hard going on without you, and I know I've said it but I would give anything to have you back, just know that I still love you I'll always Love you and I can't wait to the day I see you again I love you sweetheart love your husband and I miss you dearly
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Ed lit a candle
Friday, October 9, 2020
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Here we are with another month Claudia, 8 months now, it's so hard to believe you've been gone for eight months, and I miss you so much each one of those days are harder than the day before. I sit and wonder everyday if there was something different I could have done, anything I could have done so you could still be here with me, if only it just constantly goes through my mind. I truly miss you so much Claudia if I could only have you back I would give anything in this world to have you back again I love you Claudia,I always will love you until I see you again. Your husband Ed
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Ed lit a candle
Wednesday, September 9, 2020
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Well here I am Claudia another month gone by without you, the pain is only getting worse, I miss you so much, I am so lost I just wish I could have you back again, I Will always Love you Claudia, till I see you again love your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Sunday, August 9, 2020
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Another month,6months to the day,and my heart aches more than ever.To have more time with you,I'd give up everything just to hear your voice again,to hold you again.i am so lost without you,i miss you so much and love you more than ever, your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Friday, July 10, 2020
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Another month has gone by, now has been 5 months my pain is still as strong as ever, I miss you so much, I find myself just sitting in staring at blank walls thinking of you, I really wish we could be together again I love you I'll always love you and I miss you terribly your husband
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Ed lit a candle
Sunday, June 7, 2020
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Ed posted a condolence
Sunday, June 7, 2020
Another month has gone by, you are still in my heart stronger than ever, I miss and love you so much, how I wish you were here with me again, I love and miss you so much your husband
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Ed gerretz lit a candle
Sunday, May 10, 2020
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Another month has gone by the pain only gets harder and harder there is no getting easier about it at all I don't think the pain will ever ease I miss you so much I want to talk to you hold you to hear your voice I'd give anything to be able to do that again it's a shame you don't realize what you have until it's gone but I realize how much I really did and do love you the really miss you I will be seeing you again and I will love you forever until we see again your husband love you so much
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Ed gerretz lit a candle
Sunday, May 10, 2020
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Ed Gerretz posted a condolence
Thursday, April 9, 2020
It has now been two months since you went to be with the Lord, every day is harder then the day before,I've never knew pain and suffering like I have over these last two months,just to be able to talk to you again,touch you again,how I miss it and yern for it,I love you and will always love you wether your here or not, I miss you so much,your husband forever ,
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Ed Gerretz lit a candle
Sunday, March 8, 2020
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It's been one month since you left me. People say time will heal the pain. I find that to be quite the opposite. Every day is harder than the day before. You have no idea how hard it's been for me and how bad I truly miss you, talking to you, and touching you!! If I could, I'd give 20 years of my life to have 20 minutes with you. I love you and will never forget you
Wait for me. We will be as one again.
Love,
Your Husband Forever and Beyond
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John and lois lit a candle
Thursday, February 27, 2020
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John and lois posted a condolence
Thursday, February 27, 2020
Rest in peace,we will see you soon,,,,John and lois
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Paul M lit a candle
Wednesday, February 19, 2020
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I Remember making eggs at your house
I remember showing you & Beth how to make eggs In the microwave
it’s was a faster way lol
Your told me it will not work !!!
Put egg in the bowl add timing to 1 min. You laugh and said never eat that lol. Remember you eating em egg lol
You always getting ready to go tanning
going to the beach lol
Now you in heaven watching over the family
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Tribute Store
Saturday, February 15, 2020
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We're thinking of you - Love Tom and Cassia
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Beth uploaded photo(s)
Saturday, February 15, 2020
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I had one dream in my life and that was to have a baby! So grateful for time and love that you shared with Cassia!
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Beth lit a candle
Saturday, February 15, 2020
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Thinking of you today. I will always remember our sunny days in Florida. Love you Mama!
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The family of Claudia J Gerretz uploaded a photo
Friday, February 14, 2020
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